As i sit here n ponder in journeys in tym,i wonder wat my lyf may find.Feelings frm my heart of sadness that is there,only a few frnds in da world really do care.Walkin da brimstone of hell wit anguish of pain,keepin memories to keep myself sane.Askin myself wat did i do to deserve wat i feel,wit tears in my eyes,i wonder hw my lyf may deal wit doors closin frm loved ones n frnds,wit disarray in my lyf......when will my lyf end.